A Star up in the Sky

I bury myself in a shapeless sea
but these stories can't escape me

I've already tried to open this entry about four different ways, but now I'm just jumping in.

Tonight I stayed home, by myself, in my room with nothing but some green tea and panda express. Tonight didn't look promising to say the least. Tonight though, was a change up. I got to just sit and talk about all the crap. The neat thing was, it was with someone I didn't really expect it from. We talked about life and really everything in it. At the end, I realized that life is so much crap and yet it some how comes together to form this beautiful thing.

The only way I could describe it is how stars form. If you think about it, these stars are just made from space crap and dust and yet some how when enough of that comes together is makes this glowing ball of light just out in the middle of the pitch black nothing. That's life; and as the days pass, I begin to appreciate it more and more.